How long has it been? It was like I was ignoring DA and stuff.. None of my friends logs in regularly anyway. And for some reason I don't upload my drawings either. (Probably because I never finish them. Always a hand or a small piece is missing.. It's not a good thing but still I like them the way they are. Missing pieces gives them souls, maybe? Because my unfinished works..

I forgot what I was thinking. *sigh*

Nana is gone now. For three months already. I was crying like crazy back then, but I'm getting used to it. I refused to sleep in my room for weeks, because Nana wasn't there. I used my room and that floor just for changing clothes. But you know, sleeping and passing the time in living room isn't something comfortable. And angry parents "Go to your room already, we won't take Nana back!" *shrugs her shoulders* I'm really missing her.. I'm REALLY missing her. I'm going to see her twice a month. I'm taking her walks, we're sleeping together just like the *old* days and eating fried chips. She really likes them ^w^ I'm taking her back someday, definitely! So wait for me Nana! T__T ( One more thing: She still remembers me and her new *owner* said me once (two weeks ago) "She doesn't let anyone to touch or pet her expect you. You must be really important to her. Even my children can't get too close to her" And I was smirking, inner Lilith was all "Yay!~" then I felt a little guilty. Maybe I ruined her life when I took her home two years ago. I don't know.. But she likes her cat friends there. It is a good thing, isn't it? I want to take her partner as well. I hope that day comes quickly..)

I'm not saying "I came back!" no one cares anyway. I don't know why I wrote this journal. Early hours of a saturday morning, I guess I'm in some emotional depression.

Whatever..